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Name: Terrence
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: Brooklyn
Gender: Male


Interests: Poetry~anime~Just talking about things no one else talks about
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Member Since: 1/21/2005

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Saturday, October 29, 2005

Currently Listening
Naruto: Original Soundtrack
By Toshiro Masuda
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Well today. October 29 at 6:30 am, I was born, so yea today is my birthday. I'm 18 now, I really don't care but then again I'm thankful that I made it to see this age. Since waking up or seeing tomorrow isn"t your choice anymore, so I'm gonna smile and be thankful.

Thank you God, Mother, Family, and friends and all those that ever disliked me, you made me stronger.


Monday, October 24, 2005

  Well tonight ,(well morning actually 12:41 am) was a night to remember. The F.D.NY ( Fire Department Of New York) came to my building because of the carbon monoxide alarms going off. Yea for exactly one n half hours I was inhaling this gas. I was liking this gas until they game and messed up my flow, well until I knew what it was anyway. It was so cool we all had to stand outside and everyone is all cold  'n' I'm out there in a hoody and pants (my magic hoody that always keep me warm) waiting for some sort of boom, but there was none.So as we were told it was safe to go back in, ten min later another alarms went off an the process was about to begin all over again but sadly it didn't.


Tuesday, October 18, 2005

War

A game between two powers, with innocents in between.

why must the world suffer and die because of  it.

why must the innocent shed blood and die.

there is no answer to this...

war has been around for centuries but seems so new

weapons that are built for destruction. 

lives that are taken and called casualties

a word that was given to the innocent's grave.

                 that's war

It's not a fight for Freedom...But a fight for Power.

                 †        †        †         †


Wednesday, October 12, 2005

As I sit and wonder when did my life take this turn.

I feel the walls that once kept me safe now a danger to me.

I feel the blood that courses through my veins freezing, binding me.

My heart has turned to stone and love is no longer true.

Help me anyone I don't want to lose to myself.

I don't want to feel weak.

I only want to feel.

Freedom. 

But death wont come easy.

 

 

 


Monday, October 10, 2005

Hi, I'm Terre's girlfriend. He asked me to update his xanga for him about our day together on Saturday. How many of you get that privlidge? Not, many I bet! So, yea sorry girlies he's taken and he's mine and he's not going anywhere any time soon until I feel as though I'm done with him which will be NEVER! And for those of you that still have a slight hope surviving lets be quite clear, he's not going to be getting done with me ever! But, don't think of me as a total bitch, I'm just really protective because I love him and he's my heart and soul.

 OK, onto the day now, yay! So he came down and my mom, dad and I were just pretty much looking for him and stuff, so we told him to look for a blue car. Needless to say that didn't really help because, about 3 had just past him. Well, we found him so let's keep going. It was really awkward at first.

So, yea we're sitting there, kind of stuck on stupid for what to say. But, then his mom called so therefore (thank you Mrs.Jonas for the Icebreaker) that kind of loosend things up and hepled to break the ice and everything else. I'm gonna start cutting this short and everything like that so main points that you need to know are: We kissed, he kissed my forehead and my hand. We took him out for food. My mom loves him, we cuddled up together and took a few pics. He told me that he loved me and he promised he'd be back down when he could. And he held me really close and tight to him. Also did I mention he made a few short jokes about me and did nothing but keep thinking about me when he was about to leave in which I started crying and he just pulled me even closer to him. And I got to wear his jacket which smells like really good.

Buh-bye,

Megan



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